November 2011
5 posts
"we don't judge ourselves based on what we have...
other people don’t judge us like this though. they judge us based on our actions, or better yet, how they perceive our actions. and, of course, that’s exactly how we judge others too. that explains a great deal of the mess we are in - something has to give. and that something is the DESIRE to be SEEN the way you want to be seen and RESPECTED like you want to be respected. This is not...
satisfied?
okay usually i feel very satisfied after talking to people about things (whatever they may be) for a long period of time. but today i dont… i dunno what exactly it was about today. i guess there were many small factors that contributed but STILL! why do i feel kind of…frustrated? or i’m not exactly sure what the word is… but i dont feel whole?
maybe its cuz i tried to...
crease
fold a paper in half. then open it again. no matter how much you try to straighten it, you will never be able to get ride of the crease that you see. it doesnt matter how little you pressed down on the fold; it will always be there.
i’ve been reminded recently that life is like this as well. you cant go back in time or pretend that something never happen. things just dont work out that...
all nighter
wooohooooooooooo…first all nighter in college! and it wasnt even completely because of school -______- oh well! it was all worth it :) went broomballing, drank delicious milk tea, ate yoshinoya for the first time, and talked/listened to some amazing girls for 3+ hours which was ALL fun and great until…i had to do my homework at 5:30am :( but its okayy! i’m done now YAYYY. just...
blahrrrfjela;sdkf
okayyy…i’m feeling slightly frustrated right now because i feel like i’m always making decisions for two people instead of for just me :/ the phrase “i dont know” bugs me SO MUCH (of course i say it too but still! i try to not say that unless i really dont know). gahhh i need to stop feeling this way before it starts eating me up :(
also i need to stop complaining....
