March 2011
10 posts
insomnia?
spring break was great and all…but one thing that it lacked was a catharsis (I LOVE THIS WORD) of my thoughts and time for my brain to do some thinking. i guess its making up for the lack of thought processing right now :( blergggghhhh well..maybe i’ll have a good tumblr post about this later :D
nonsensical blurb
what do you want from me?
stop parading into my mind uninvited. continuously showing up empty handed. i dont get what you’re trying to do. but its time i let go of you.
stop standing there
dont waste another day you’re just losing time just help me understand before it passes us by
suitcases
i legitly take like 3890238213 years to pack. i crank up the music in my room, throw all my clothes and things that i might potentially bring along on my bed and…usually i end up sitting there for a little bit lol. its cuz whenever i see a suitcase or think about packing to go somewhere i end up thinking about all the things that have happened since i last needed to fill up that suitcase :)...
uncharted
compare where you are to where to want to be and you’ll get no where
wow…i’ve been listen to JUST this song for an entire day now. i cant stop listening to it. and the reason for this has finally punched me in the face. i guess lately i’ve been having a lot of thoughts about “my future”. like how effective is studying psychology anyway? what do i really want to...
ignorance=bliss?
today was just a clear reminder of the ignorant, peaceful, “happy” bubble that we live in. i’m not sure how far this bubble really extends…maybe just college in general? or cali as a whole? i’m not sure. but everything that happens on the outside is ignored and not talked about. how is it that few know about the injustice occuring in NK? something that i thought was...
7 is the perfect number
a few days ago you asked me what a best friend was for me. and i told you possibly the weirdest answer in the world. but after spending a few days with my close friends from high school and just mulling over the question in general, i think i have a better idea.
different: i dunno why this matters for me so much, but i think its so hard to be good friends with people who are similar to me. they...
after the aftermath
it LITERALLY feels like a dream.
i cant say that everything was perfect. in fact it was far from perfect. we were standing for like three plus hours. there just happened to be this HUGE dude in front of JUST us (literally it was JUST this guy blocking the stage). people weren’t paying attention and carried on their own conversations quite loudly during the quiet songs or while Joel Houston...
