AHHH its FINALLY here! the thing that has been CONSUMING my days, thoughts, and energy for the past 3-4 weeks is FINALLY coming to an end TOMORROW (ish)… we still have spring sing auditions, which i am STOKED about because our SONG is absolutely amazing! i honestly dont even care if other people like it :)
but anyway…ahhh i am just…beyond proud of these girls. we honestly dont know each other all that well but its really amazing how this ONE thing can just bring us all together. the power of PASSION is something truly remarkable. sometimes for other groups in high school or even in college i didnt see a REASON for me to really be there other than the fact that i usually go (or in the case of high school, college apps were a lot of the reason). but in RV i feel like theres a REASON for me to be in the group that goes past what i am thinking about logically. everyone is SO important in bringing together this…form of ART. and even though these songs aren’t OUR songs, we have definitely made them into something thats our OWN. something that we can all identify with and feel for. dunno if this is making sense loll.
BUT all that aside, i definitely do want to change the fact that we dont know each other that well; no doubt about it. i really REALLY do love these girls. our improvement over the past few days just musically and choreo-wise is CRAZY. singing well and moving at the same time is REALLY hard. people need to realize that…
also i feel really bad that i really havent been able to hang out with people because of this. “i cant, i have rehearsal” has been my PHRASE for the past three weeks. sighh… please be understanding everyone :(